If I were a pinata, I'd be bursting with insults and taco meat....

My bother just got back from a meeting about

his son, Jesse.

Not to get into too much detail for his privacy,

but basically he's been having lots of trouble

with him and moved him to a "group home" type thing

for problem teenagers and whatnot.

Every time he comes back from one of these

meetings he's always so depressed and hard to

reach.

I love my brother very much and it's hard for me

to watch him so upset all the time.

I know it's not my job but I really wish one

day I could find a way to make him truly happy.

Even if it's winning the lottery and giving

him enough to make his life comfortable instead

of all the money problems that come with having six

kids and one that needs care.

Maybe it's the horrible vibe radiating in

the office where me and Larry work, or just

one of those days, but I am quite

irritated.

So many things make me mad today.

1. The office manager is yelling at Britney for no reason, and I get WAY defensive when Brit's upset.
2. Stupid people with this dumb ass horoscope thing, who cares? I never read my horoscope anyways. Just let it go, nothing you can do about it and if it really upsets you that much just ignore it and be what you always were.
3. I'm starving.
4. My brother being sad.
5. Not having this damn Mustangs cheer logo so I can finish my work. Honestly lady it doesn't take long to email a logo so your pictures can be printed. I'd imagine you'd want them ASAP. Well I finished all but the team pictures cause I'm awesome and get stuff done super fast, but I'm only human. Not a mind reader that can access your thoughts, retrieve the logo image and then re-create it with my bad ass photoshop skills.
6. Guitar tabs being Chinese and not being able to practice so I don't feel like a loser with no hobbies. Someone please teach me how to read them cause I feel dumb.
7. Working everyday so I can't get plastered at Fox and Hound.
8. I want to go home.
9. Deciding whether or not applying for a Best Buy credit card to get a laptop would be ok or if it will plumit me into a spiraling black hole of debt from which I will never return.
10. Not knowing how to spell simple words cause I decided not to pay attention in school. I'm very smart and can form intelligent sentances but no one takes you seriously if all the words are spelled wrong. On the plus side I used spell check this whole time and it hasn't found any mistakes, so maybe I'm getting better. Or it's just a shitty blog spell check and I'm going to sound unintelligent this whole time.

ANYWAYS.

Since I always try to look at things positively,

I should end with happy vibes.

Don't hate, you don't want to put that

out into the universe.

On the plus I get to go home early due

to running out of work here.

Man friend will be coming over later :) and

I don't have to work tomorrow so we can sleep

in.

Woot.

Ok I'm done venting. It was pointless and

juvinile but I feel better.

And that's really all that matters.

P.S. Just checked and the "spell check" most definitely

isn't working.

And so comes the wave of self loathing

for feeling stupid while you all laugh at my

ignorance.

Should be a good time.

It's been real.